One of the things that made this decision to move around the world so difficult is that life will not stand still while we're gone. "Grandparents" pass away...little ones grow up...life moves on...without us. This precious one turned three and I remember standing behind his (HUGELY pregnant) mom and holding her belly to relieve some of the pressure from this (not so) little one (about 10 lbs)...and now he's three an talking up a storm!
We left behind two new nieces (you've seen the pics!) and the only real consolation in that is that when we return, (even though they won't know us, yet...) they won't be infants and we might actually make some memories they'll remember.
These last few (postless) days of holiday in a land that doesn't celebrate it have left me reflective. In the moments of my frail humanity, I want to be home with my family and friends. I want to be there when my brother and his family come home from Africa. I want to share in ALL of the firsts for those precious little ones. In moments of spiritual reality, I realize it's not about me. I'm where I'm supposed to be. What am I doing about it? Am I living a life in front of the ones I see everyday that points them to the Giver of Peace and Hope? The One who created them and longs for them to turn to Him. Truthfully, some days I don't get far past my own selfish ambitions to get my groceries without drawing a crowd. Other times, I can't get past their frail humanity and that they are just like me...but I've been redeemed. How do you tell someone without their language about the MOST important thing in your life? Well, I've heard it put this way..."Preach the gospel, if necessary...use words." What are you doing? Many of you live in a land where you speak a common language with your neighbor. Do they know what (WHO)'s in your heart? How? Tell them...use whatever means necessary... but, tell them. "Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven."
Be encouraged today. Live in the fullness of His joy. Spread it around. You are loved! Thanks for stopping by.
5 comments:
Thanks sweet friend. Ludi will remember you from pictures, I'll make sure of that. He still says your name every time I ask him who is in the picture. SKYPE is such a blessing too! You are missed more than you will ever know. We are cheering you on all the way.
-flea
Missing you friend. Love & hugs.
-ajf
I would love to SKYPE sometime. It would be so fun to talk to you and let KA talk to you guys! I can't believe Ludi is 3!! Wow!
Thanks for sharing that. It spoke volumes to me as I seek His will in our lives. Sometimes it can be so hard to know what to do and maybe a little scary if you think it is something out of the ordinary (I am sure you relate to that 100%). Keep us in your prayers about that. Colorado longing is strong and I am trying to figure out what that means for today.
Love you!
Hey Friend. Think of you sooooo much. Your posts are so great and so deep. I love them. When is the next TTF?
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